The name is Farhana bt. Marwan. 18 years old, currently living in the always sunny country of Malaysia. You may know me from my now dead previous domain, deathsex.org. I will be studying at Limkokwing University, but for now I am bumming around like the champion bummer that I am.
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Saturday, November 29, 2008 4:01 PM

Things have been pretty much hectic since my last post. There were so many interesting things that happened that I can't list them all. It'd be MASSIVE. So, I'll post the date as well as the pictures that I took on that day and the corresponding event. Here goes:

27 November 2008 - At City Park, after breakfast at a mamak stall in S2, before EST Paper.

I wasn't kissing the pole, honestly! XD

27 November 2008 - After our last paper.

Amarpree, me, Thenesha, Sathis, Denon

27 November 2008 - Karaoke at Jusco

Wow, rakus nye. Amek makanan bapak banyak tp tak habes XD

28 & 29 November 2008 - PD trip with parents and Edy

Because I'm done with SPM, I'll be doing a major spring cleaning in order to burn bury get rid of all my SPM revision books as well as the shitload piles of papers that we get. You know, I could be a millionaire if I were to sell all my books and notes to the Surat Khabar Lama guy:

Me: Bapak, next time when the surat khabar lama guy comes around, can you stop him?
Dad: Why?
Me: I want to give all my school notes to him. And don't you dare take the money. I want the money.
Dad: HOI, give it to Izuan (my cousin who's a year younger than me) lah. Banyak cantik muke kau.

Lmfao. My Dad cracks me up sometimes.

Thus, I shall leave you a picture of me wearing the school uniform for the last time. Isk isk =(

Happy holidays :)

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Our sexy time

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:42 AM

James Bond was good. It was awesome actually. I was sooo into that movie that I was surprised when it came to the end. I was, like, “What? It’s going to end?” Maybe the movie was too good. Or maybe I just didn’t get enought of Daniel’s hotness. But one thing for sure, the only thought I had in mind after we left the cinema was, “DAMN, Daniel Craig is incredibly HOT.” I know, he’s a womanizer and all that but he exudes tremendous amount of hotness to a level where it’s unhealthy. He should be sued.

Last night’s dream was nice. It involves me and Daniel having sexy time(s) together. Hee. :D

Oh and my ex texted my friend and asked my friend to tell me that he misses me. And my reaction? I laughed at it. Hard. That was really random of him.



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Tuesday, November 25, 2008 4:42 PM

Biology I was okay. Biology II was hard. Biology III was super hard. Mum checked my paper I (no, I didn't ask her to) and apparently I got 43/50. Which is surprising because I've never gotten above 40 before. But anyways, what's done is done. Physics was okay-ish as well. I've always hated Physics. I hate it. HATE, in the true sense of the word. I find that Physics is the least interesting subject, I still can't understand a SHIT about it, and most of all, I don't know why I'm even worrying about it when I'm pursuing Mass Comm in college.

So I cried.

Yes I cried. Why? Because I panicked. I panicked because I couldn't understand a shit about electrics, electromagnetism and fucking electronics. But after I saw the questions in Paper 2, I've managed to remain calm. Because the questions are do-able. HARD, but do-able.

One particular line of one of the essay questions caught my eye. Here it goes:

"Diagram 9.2 shows the maximum heights reached by the balls when the hands are released"

Lmfao. That was amusing. And that actually cheered me up.

And after trying so hard to convince my Bubu that I'm a pathetic retard when it comes to academics, she replied by saying, "YOU SMARTY PANTS ALBERTA EINSTEIN!" So to her, I'm apparently the female version of Albert Einstein. Thank you, love. =D

SO, with that, I'm done with SPM. Not exactly. I still have EST to sit for, but haha. It's just EST. I mean, our batch is the last batch to take EST for SPM. PLUS, there's nothing to read pun. We don't even have the bloody textbook. LOL.

Tonight I'll be watching my boo Daniel kicking major asses on James Bond: Quantum of Solace with the 'rents. Tomorrow, I'll have my ass glued to the sofa in front of my TV all day. On Thursday, after our EST paper, I'll go bowling and karaoke with friends. On Friday and Saturday, I'll be in PD with the 'rents. AND finally on 2nd December, I'll go and watch Twilight with friends. YIPPPEEEEDOOOO!

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Entering Adult-hood.

Monday, November 17, 2008 9:03 PM

I remember the times when everyday used to be repetitious. It'll always be waking up in the morning, go to school, study, come back from school, sleep and then it continues on to the next day. And the day after. And the day after that. I've been living my life that way ever since I was 7. It was a routine that lasted for 10 long years and for once, after this two weeks of SPM torture, my daily routine will change. And I'm not entirely ready for it.

Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that I don't have to go to school anymore, but it's weird to instead of going to school, I'll wake up in the morning and get myself ready to go to work. It surely feel weird. Awkward. Weird and awkward.

I know what's wrong with me. It's called growing up, Ana. I'm slowly entering adult-hood and I'm not sure if I want to even be an adult. Adult-hood intimidates me. I want to keep being a teenager. Heck, I'll be 20 in two-and-a-half years time!

Adult-hood means that people are going to take you seriously all the time. It means that I have to tone down my sarcasm. *sighs*

On the brightside, I'm planning an SK Puteri reunion with my former classmates. It's gonna be awesome la, I can't wait. I miss all my SK Puteri friends and I really hope our little reunion will be a success.

My condolences goes out to Andi's family. His dad passed away earlier and it's such a saddening thing to happen. Especially a day before Andi's Add Maths paper. Be strong, Andi. We're all here to support you. Al-Fatihah.



I need to make a new header for this place.

P/s: I think Obama is handsome. ;)

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I Am The Involuntary

3:49 PM

OH GUESS WHAT? Cassie and I have decided (or rather me, actually) to open up an Underoath fansite. YIPPEEEEE! I've decided to buy underoathonline.net after my dreaded SPMs so that I can commit my free time to my three websites.

There goes my RM$50 la.

Anyway, I lied. I was supposed to stick to the old school, no headers whatsoever layout but nooooooooo. Being the typical Twilight whore that I am, I made a header of E and B together during their prom scene. Am I excited for the movie? Hell yes, I am! XD

Okay, stop blabbering. I shall go now to continue studying Add Maths for tomorrow's paper. Toodles.

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Underoath love

Saturday, November 15, 2008 8:30 PM

EHMAGAWD. Have I told you lately that I'm in love? Yes, I am in love. In love with Underoath, that is. Seriously, Underoath is THEE most awesome band on Earth. They are VERY consistent and they manage to produce music that will make you practically addicted to them. I know I am. Ever since I downloaded their new album "Lost In The Sound of Separation", I HAVE to listen to them at least once a day. That bad. Yes.

Both the new album AND the previous one "Define the Great Line" is awesome. If you don't like Underoath, well, TOO FUCKING BAD. They're one of the best Christian bands around. No wait, they ARE the best Christian band EVER.

I'm off to download more stuffs. I saw the link for Bring Me The Horizon stuffs, probably gonna download them. Toodles!


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10:31 AM

No, SPM's not over yet, but I will still call it as school's over for me. Why? Because yesterday was officially the last day of school for this year before a month and a half long of school holidays. At least for you juniors la. For ME, or for other 2008 SPM candidate, we will have at least 6 months (if some of you tk dpt college, then longer holidays for ya'll la) - that is SIX, fellas - worth of holidays which ultimately mean lepak lepak lepak and more lepak.

Not so much la, because habeh kering la poket aku nanti. SO, to overcome that one bit, I'll go job hunting with my dear cousin, Udin who will be on his semester holidays until January. Ktorang plan nak g keje tmpat same, probably kat Popular or MPH Jusco kot. Easier for me la because then die la tukang drive, because obviously I don't have a license yet. Brains, people.

Speaking of which, I drove his Kancil that day. It was a VERY exciting moment for me as it was the first time I drove an actual car on the streets of Seremban. As I sat on the driver's seat with Udin as my, uh, instructor sitting next to me, the only thought I had in my head was, "Oh shit, I'm going to drive a real car. Not like in Need For Speed or Gran Turismo. This is a real car!" And heck, it felt soooo good driving. I drove for a few metres, and then I even parked the freaking car! How's THAT for a first timer! XD (Ala, auto car, boleh la bwk. If manual I'd be scared jugak la)

Mum and dad weren't so amused, though. Teehee :P

I've got SOOOO many things planned out for after SPM and all of them requires a whole load of cash. When you say money is not one's priority, well in this case, money is a priority in terms of having fun. PLUS, if there's any awesome shows next year, then I'll be able to attend. This year alone, I've missed Avenged Sevenfold and Taste of Chaos. Cam bangang. I don't plan on missing any exciting shows come next year.

Told ya I was going to leave the old ME behind ;)

Because I'm sick of having to think of someone or something to make a layout of for this place, I've decided to swicth to the old school simple template. Yes, brown. Ugly brown. Added my SPM schedule. Like you care anyways ;)

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My future phone, bebeh.

Friday, November 14, 2008 11:46 AM

Because I've been using my crappy Motorola C380 for close to three years (imagine living with a phone with no camera, no bluetooth, no memory card, NOT EVEN A FREAKING INFRARED and also a 1.5MB space), dad's promised to buy me a new phone immediately after SPM. And this is what I've chosen:

It's the Sony Ericsson W910i. It'll be around RM$1.2k la kot. I know it costs like a bomb, but bapak da agree nak beli, aku on je la. Takkan nk tolak rezeki kot kan? I might want the red one. Or maybe the black. Susah nak decide. But it looks lovely, kan? It's a 3G phone (seriously, I don't know when aku nk gune ni pun), 2.0 Megapixels, spiffy shake control thing (kau shake, music pun tuka). Seronok kan? Tak sabar siot :P


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Thursday, November 13, 2008 2:18 PM

You wouldn't BELIEVE what topic was offered for English essay paper. We were given 5 topics to choose from and one of the topics was.. Get ready for this: "My Future Husband/Wife". I SERIOUSLY MULE TERSENGIH and I'm sure that Pn. Rohana's (my Add Maths teacher) laki was looking at me weirdly coz I couldn't stop smiling, srsly.

I started writing out the corniest shit I've ever written in AGES. Here's a snippet of what I wrote (yes, aku ingat, oke?):

"I know I will find the right guy and I will be his Juliet as he will be my Romeo. And yes, like Shakespeare's work of art 'Romeo and Juliet', we'd die for each other." XD

EHMAGAWD. Corny with a capital C.

Oh and Maths I and Maths II was actually easy la tapi because some of us (which includes me) are quite slow on anything that's number relates (except for Raje because die memang terer Add Maths) we made a whole lot of careless mistakes. I know I got 4 wrongs already. Haiyoh. I just hope I get 4 wrongs and THAT'S IT.

NEXT PAPERRRR *drum rolls* is on Tuesday. Add Maths. Killer one. The only time I lulus that subject was during my Trials. Tu pun dapat 43 je. Cukup makan je. AND Rohana got the nerve to put A2 on my Forecast Results slip. HECK, I wanted a C je kott!

Aku nak pegi makan lunch.

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 8:37 PM

I feel like an idiot la. Because BM tadi mcm bangang punye susah that I panicked. I did panicked and then my otak went kosong and I couldn't find any isi to do my essay. Brilliant. And I'm targeting an A for BM. Haiyoh.

But Sejarah paper 1 was surprisingly ok. It means that I can answer most of it la. But still tersekat jugak. Hopefully tomorrow punye paper sejarah will be easier a bit. Gile saket ati. Dorang letak sejarah 2 petang. Da la time petang is a conducive time to sleep! And expect ktorang pecah kepale pikir isi untuk freaking sejarah summore!



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Monday, November 10, 2008 12:49 PM

Sumpah, aku takot besok SPM. And I have the fucking nerve to go online the day before where I'm supposed to be studying Sejarah. And BM. And Maths.

Bile la nak abeh SPM niiii!!!! I'm sick of school. I'm sick of my best friend. I'm sick of waking up early in the morning.

2009 is going to kick ass. I want to start a new life. I want to leave the old ME behind.

27 November, CEPATLA!!!!!!!!!!!


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The New President of the United States of America

Wednesday, November 5, 2008 1:42 PM

... IS BARRACK OBAMA! Yippppeeee. Thank GOD, he won.


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Monday, November 3, 2008 1:38 AM

OMG. It's already 1:38 AM and I'm still playing scrabble with Atikah! XD


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Da ba da be dooo

Sunday, November 2, 2008 7:42 PM

So my aunt and uncle are going to Haji tmrw. Their flight is at 3am or something la. I'm practically all alone now since my parents are going to send them to Kelana Jaya. Not exactly alone la, my atuk's in his room. SO. My plan for the night is to

1) Have dinner asap. Perut da lapar. Nasi goreng depan mate, tgh panggil.
2) Play Lexulous. Damn weh, I'm like addicted to Scrabble now. Not that I'm saying I'm good at it, but it's soooo addictive!
3) Download songs. A month ago I successfully downloaded 4 albums (Underoath's, The Ting Ting's, The Cab's and Akissforjersey's), all of them are sofuckinggoooooood.



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Look who's updating!

Saturday, November 1, 2008 10:12 AM

Alright so I have successfully abanadoned this place. Sorry. Really. I have been pretty much busy gila for SPM. Which is, btw, in 2 freaking weeks. But that's not an excuse because I have been updating my livejournal account while I was supposedly on Internet hiatus, lol. I also have a new layout here.

So what have I done while I was away? Well, I entered the school debate team and we entered the Taylor's College Inter-School Debate Competition. We didn't win, but it was a really fun experience. Raya was awesome. Had all my Indian friends to my First Day of Raya Open House. Met up with my primary school friends (that I havent seen in, like, 5-6 years!). OH and I sat for Trials and managed to pass all my subjects. I got 1 A1, 5 B, 1 C and 3 Es. Es for Add Maths, Physics and Sejarah. Shocker. NOT. A1 for English. SURPRISING. Really, no.

Can't wait till 27 Nov when my SPMs finish. Then I'll lepak all day =D


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