Sometimes I wish I could,
Turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could
So bad, baby

Mannn, I remember singing my ass off to the awesome tunes of Backstreet Boys back when I was a tiny kid. I was, like, 8 -- fucking EIGHT -- when "Quit Playing Games With My Heart" was in the radio/tv. Fast forward 10 years and now I'm listening to the likes of Underoath and Blessthefall. What a leap, no?

I miss Deathsex.org already. T___T And I miss blogging using Wordpress. T____T

On a brighter note though, I'll be going out to meet Syaza and Kah Mun at Jusco. We're gonna meet for lunch then probably if sempat we're gonna watch a movie too. I'm going off in an hour (it's 10.00 AM now), take a bus, and hopefully I'll be there on time. I don't like public transports :/ I asked mum if I can borrow her car for today, send her to school in the morning, and then I'll pick her up when I'm done with my friends but nooooo.

The Saga is here, though. But I REFUSE to drive manual cars. I still don't know how the fuck I got my license.

Anyways, birthday was good. I got:
- RM100 from friends and relatives
- Kane and Abel by Jeffrey Archer from Aida
- A tiny snowglobe from Effah
- A teddy bear from Shifot a.k.a the birthday twin
- A bag from Dayang
- Two cute mugs from Kaka Razak and Ammai Bismi
- A musical pen holder from Raihan

So it's all good. Here's some pictures:



2KG Chocolate cake ordered from the geniuses in the baking industry: Wah Tung. Yum yum.


Shidot, Me and Aida.


Shidot (birthday twin ;)) and Moi, acting stupid.

(excuse the oily face, I was at the back doing the barbecue and stuffs)

Labels: birthday, family, friends, outings

posted by Ana @ 10:05 AM 0 Comments

I'm kina ashamed to face my friends now because most of them got that JPA scholarship that I so bloody want. I'm ashamed because:

• Compared to them, I'm on the bottom of the list when it comes to academics.



• I feel like my friends are at a different league than I am and it makes me feel... I dunno, segan kot, to be around them.

And I'm jealous because:

• 3A1, 1A2, 4B3 and 2C. I could've easily gotten at least an A2 for the four subjects that I got a B3, but noooo. If that were the case, I would've gotten 8A and 2C.



• And I can apply for the damned JPA scholarship. OR ANY OTHER BLOODY SCHOLARSHIPS FOR THAT FUCKING MATTER.

But hey, don't get me wrong. Kudos to those who've gotten those interviews. I hope you guys get the actual scholarship, but I can't help but to think that I could've been the one sitting there answering questions from those JPA pegawais.

The only scholarships that I've applied to are the Diploma in Nursing scholarship sponsored by IJN and SPA scholarship. I don't like the latter. Seriously.

How pathetic am I: My results didn't qualify me to apply Hong Leong scholarship, MMU scholarship and 8TV scholarship. They want at least 5As. Fuck.

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In other cheery news, I'm doing a joint birthday party with my dad. I am celebrating my 18th birthday and he's celebrating his 53rd birthday this Sunday, so yeah. Looking forward to that ;)

Labels: birthday, scholarships

posted by Ana @ 10:46 PM 0 Comments

So I've decided to re-open my blogspot, not that anyone cares, really. I would suggest you to read my other blog that is Deathsex.org (no, it's not a porn site, dumbass) (just because it has the word "sex" on it doesn't mean that I'm into sex) (you, perv) because as of now, that site is much more updated with what's going on in my life.

So far, SPM results came out. 4As for me. Am I happy? Not entirely. I know I could've done better. I'm kinda bummed that most scholarships for private instituitions needs at least 5As. That means, no scholarship for poor Ana. Yay. Not. That's what you get for being stupid, stupid.

I miss Syaza and Kah Mun and Qeena. And my wife.

Dad's birthday is on April 5th, this Sunday. And whaddoyaknow, my birthday is on the same day. Lol. Do I have anything plan for this oh-so-special day when I finally turn legal eighteen? I'm afraid that I'll have to burst your bubble on this one because I don't have any fancy coming-of-age party planned out for this weekend. Wow, Ana, your life is so exciting. Seriously, I know right?

Sometimes I amuse myself with my sense of humour.

Labels: birthday, friends, random, results

posted by Ana @ 10:13 PM 1 Comments