Echelon

I'm kina ashamed to face my friends now because most of them got that JPA scholarship that I so bloody want. I'm ashamed because:

• Compared to them, I'm on the bottom of the list when it comes to academics.



• I feel like my friends are at a different league than I am and it makes me feel... I dunno, segan kot, to be around them.

And I'm jealous because:

• 3A1, 1A2, 4B3 and 2C. I could've easily gotten at least an A2 for the four subjects that I got a B3, but noooo. If that were the case, I would've gotten 8A and 2C.



• And I can apply for the damned JPA scholarship. OR ANY OTHER BLOODY SCHOLARSHIPS FOR THAT FUCKING MATTER.

But hey, don't get me wrong. Kudos to those who've gotten those interviews. I hope you guys get the actual scholarship, but I can't help but to think that I could've been the one sitting there answering questions from those JPA pegawais.

The only scholarships that I've applied to are the Diploma in Nursing scholarship sponsored by IJN and SPA scholarship. I don't like the latter. Seriously.

How pathetic am I: My results didn't qualify me to apply Hong Leong scholarship, MMU scholarship and 8TV scholarship. They want at least 5As. Fuck.

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In other cheery news, I'm doing a joint birthday party with my dad. I am celebrating my 18th birthday and he's celebrating his 53rd birthday this Sunday, so yeah. Looking forward to that ;)

Labels: birthday, scholarships

posted by Ana @ 10:46 PM